I think what most of us strive for in life is satisfaction. I think that happiness is derived from that. I try hard to be satisfied. In my life that means trying to find a balance. I always feel super out of control of my life. I am working towards calm though. One thing that gives me satisfaction is having a clean, well-run home. Also, having a happy husband and child. I also stive to have a peaceful calm in my heart. That is what brings me satisfaction. I don't always achieve all that I want. I am getting better every day though and that is what counts if you ask me.
